Today is my best day!!! I am grateful that i am living in my best self!! And now, feeling so semangat!! yesterday i had an awareness, that is about confidence.. That i remember linda shared with me about self confidence is start appreciate and stop comparing.. Although this simple words for me.. But it is really a deep rooted life patterns in my life. And yesterday i had some recall of my childhood.. which i had already learn to compare with others.. During everytime chinese new year or any gathering with my relatives.. I used to compare myself with others.. like my uncle family, auntie family.. That they speak very good english at home.. And at the other hand, even i am very good in my english.. And actually i am a super good student... And coz of the belief system that my family plant in me.. that makes me believe in my english is not good.. and dont like to speak with them.. And also the environment that i grow up.. that is the context that i came from before.. like my school friends.. that they dont mix around with others school friend which is english educated friends.. and from there my context is there only.. And understanding this about my context is not to judge my past and of coz they are all good people.. and now is only identifying that where do i come from and how can i expand my context!! Heheh! And when i feel i have no confidence, means that the past programming is running on me thats like comparison, and not appreciate something.. Yeah... Today is my best day!! I choose to being my best self and add value to the world!!!
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